The first real estate agent called today. She suggested that I talk to a mortgage broker instead of a bank. I need to research that, because honestly I never heard of that. But I also pulled my free credit reports today (did you know that free means you don't get your score?) and was pleasantly surprised. It may not be as bad as I think. We'll see... I bought a book today about buying your first home, and I'm doing the research.
You know, I think this shows a lot of progress on my part. Anyone who knows me has heard me say I have financial commitment issues. When I bought my car four years ago, I had panic attacks for three days. That was largely due to the financial mess that my ex husband left me in. But I'm not panicking over the thought of POSSIBLY signing a 30 year mortgage? Now that's progress.